“...vile women are for vile men, and vile men for vile women. Good women are for a good men, and good men are for good women; such are innocent of that which people say: For them is a pardon and a bountiful provision..” (An-Nur : 26)
-Simple person.
-Sometime tend to be introvert.
-Love all Hlovate's novels.
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Birthday:
Unknown
Current City:
Somewhere around the Globe
Hometown:
Somewhere around the Globe
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Renungan
"Kadangkala Allah sembunyikan matahari, Dia datangkan petir dan kilat. Kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya, kemana menghilangnya sinar. Rupa-rupanya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi."
My Novel
La Estrella - Da LovaC It's not what you feel,It's how you feel it existance.
Born in - Good looking and sexy. - Faithful lover. - Dominating personality. - Ambitious towards life. - Never give up spirit. - Smart and well dressed. - Forgiving nature. - You like to enjoy life to the fullest. - Outgoing. - Industrious.
-Please Don't Believe It-
What does your Favorite Color say about you?
Blue Blue signifies trust, tranquility and compassion. People who love Blue may be intelligent, sincere, calm, emotional, patient, hard-working, introspective, adventurous, etc.
Why...and why all these happened to me...why dear...I can't forget you..I can't..I've tried...I've...but can't dear...can't..
My mind cn't even stop to think of you..I miss you.. I can't stand without you...I'm lying to myself..lying that I can forget you... Is there anyway that I can stay in your side....Is there?
I'm dedicated this song just for you...I know you read this post and I hope you read this...my love..
If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call? If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings But I know you're here with me now We'll make it through and I hope You are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life? If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this much is true We'll make it through and I hope You are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with And I pray that you're the one I build my home with I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong That it takes my breath away And I breath you into my heart And I pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right And though I can't be with you tonight And though my heart is by your side
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
To all friends out there...even you're not my friend..but for me...you all my friend...
Till now..I'm still searching for someone to be my best of best friend..
Friend that will be there if I'm got problem..I'm sad...I'm not well..and the most important part..
Dont be backstabber...because I trust you!
IF when I say..I cant accept what you did or done to me? What would you feel my friend? I'm too cruel?
But did you think of it twice when you did it to me?to a person that you so-called friend?
Yah...I'm pretty sure that you might miscalculated in your action..but again..Let bygone be bygone..yeah..Im not sooooo damn cruel like what you did to me...so..If you did it..just tell me..I will forgive you...need time..yeah....forgiveness,yeah,we demand for our victim to forgive us after we did something that really bad to him...but...
Think it again...
I'm just nobody for you so that you do so to me..
So..I'm nobody to angry or even grudge to you..
If you at my place..You will feel how bloody shit hurt to be betray by your own friend...
I'm reallllllllllllllllllllllllly sure you that you will think twice if your "friend" ask to be so-called best friend back..
Yeah...still can be friend...but..I guess,its better only friend..and the term "best" already expired for you...
So...if you deserve to be my best friend..then prove it!..
AND THE MOST IMPORTANT PART...
DONT EVER BE BACKSTABBER..
okeh...guys...till now..that all...
::Friend always friend::
Deserve what you should deserve... Feel what you make other deserve.. so that you can understand what they fell...
Why must life as students sooooooo damn sux...lol...
Our Sponsor should give us some space to let us to feel...
to feel what life are all about... why must soooooooooooo control.....
so that we dont misuse opportunity?...
Yezz..I agreed with that...as scholar...we should do it extraordinary than non-scholar.. but then...how can we perform if our timetable so tight...like hell..zzz
can we get some piece of time to enjoy our life?
haiz...hopefully I can release my stress as soon as possible before something else going wrong...
Ku cuba redakan relung hari Bayangamu yg berlalu pergi Terlukis di dalam kenangan Bebas bermain di hatiku
Cerita tentang masa lalu Cerita tentang kau dan aku Kini tinggal hanya kenangan Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Cerita tentang masa lalu Cerita tentang kau dan aku Kini tinggal hanya kenangan Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Aku cinta oooohhhhhh…. Aku cinta ooooooo….. Aku cinta oooohhhhhh…. Aku cinta ooooooo…..
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Aku cinta oooohhhhhh…. Aku cinta ooooooo….. Aku cinta oooohhhhhh…. Aku cinta ooooooo…..
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku Oooooooooo….
----------------------------------------------------------------- Hanya kau mampu..you are my only one.. You will be in my mind forever..
Farewell my only one...no matter how..you will be in my mind forever...
Leaving all things behind...today...I'm learn something.. Before that...
::What I've Done:: In this farewell There's no blood There's no alibi 'Cause I've drawn regret From the truth Of a thousand lies
So let mercy come And wash away...
What I've done I'll face myself To cross out what I've become Erase myself And let go of what I've done
Put to rest What you thought of me While I clean this slate With the hands Of uncertainty
So let mercy come And wash away...
What I've done I'll face myself To cross out what I've become Erase myself And let go of what I've done
For What I've done
I'll start again And whatever pain may come Today this ends I'm forgiving what I've done
I'll face myself To cross out what I've become Erase myself And let go of what I've done What I've done
Forgiving what I've done
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All ended..I will start my new life... no more relying on someone.. I've my own friends that really appreciating me.. I should realize that... Now...
"To cross out what I've become Erase myself And let go of what I've done What I've done Forgiving what I've done"
Like one of my friend said...forgive urself before others can forgive you... love urself before love someone else.. Even my beloved ESL lecturer (Pn. Zaidah) said.."Love yourself first if you want someone to love you"
New Life..with the new hope..with the new circle of friends.. Hopefully I've enough time to recover after all.. For those I called friends..please...dont make me really disappointed with the term friends anymore.. Enough to felt it once...
Lastly...forgive me if I said something wrong to you...If I'm doing something wrong to you.. Start from now...I will change everything...for the sake of myself... Time is the main key...so..give me time to fix,recover and change myself to be better friend, lover,son and student...
Pulanglah pada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan Syarat bahagia di dunia Akhirat kekal selamanya pada Allah
Sudah menjadi lumrah kehidupan di dunia Cabaran dan dugaan mendewasakan usia Rintangan dilalui tambah pengalaman diri Sudah sunnah ketetapan Ilahi
Deras arus dunia menghanyutkan yang terleka Indah fatamorgana melalaikan menipu daya Dikejar dicintai bak bayangan tak bertepi Tiada sudahnya dunia yang dicari
Begitu indah dunia siapa pun kan tergoda Harta, pangkat dan wanita melemahkan jiwa Tanpa iman dalam hati kita kan dikuasai Syaitan nafsu dalam diri musuh yang tersembunyi Pulanglah kepada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan Keimanan ketakwaan kepadanya senjata utama
Sabar menempuh jalan tetapkan iman di hati Yakinkan janji Tuhan syurga yang sedia menanti Imanlah penyelamat dunia penuh pancaroba Hidup akhirat kita kekal bahagia Imanlah penyelamat dunia penuh pancaroba Hidup akhirat kita kekal bahagia
Pulanglah pada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan Syarat bahagia di dunia Akhirat kekal selamanya pada Allah Allah
---------------------------------------------------- Alangkah betulnye lagu ni... Aku terleka..dngan dunia...nafsu syaitan memenuhi pemikiran.. hingga melupakan janji Allah kepada hamba-hamba-Nya yg beriman... cabaran..ujian...dugaan...betul2 mendewasakan diri...pemikiran...ntuk berfikir lebih matang... Aku bersyukur sbb tidak dibawa arus dan hanyut lebih jauh... Aku terlupa...terdapat hadith yg mengatakan... ::perempuan akhir zaman...akan menjadi fitnah bagi laki-laki:: Ya Allah...bertapa lalainya aku...dengan nikmat yang Engkau berikan... Sungguh kuat ujian-Mu kali ini bagi ku... Ya Allah...tabahkanlah hati hamba-Mu ini.... Aku memohon kepada Mu...
Wahai Tuhan yang Maha Pemurah Terangilah ku dengan nurimanmu Hanya kau tempat ku berserah Mohon magfirah di dalam syahdu
Wahai Tuhan yang Maha Pengasih Ampunilah segala dosaku Laksana bumi di laut memutih Hanyut ditelan gelombang nafsu
Hari hari yang telah aku lalui Ingin ku tinggalkan terus bersemadi
Ingin aku kembali kepada fitrah insani Tak sanggupku jelajahi rimba duniawi Bebaskan lah diriku dari di belenggu Dosa noda nafsu durjana
Terimalah taubatku ya Allah Bimbinglah daku ke jalan redhamu Moga sinarmu terangi hidupku Didalam kegelapan Aku kan kembali padamu Rabbi Mengadapmu Ya Rabbulizzati Segala ketentuan ku pasrahkan Di hujung penghayatan
Wahai Tuhan yang maha pemurah
------------------------------------------------------------- Tolonglah ya Allah..terimalah aku kembali... setelah apa yang telah aku lakukan... tersasar jauh dari sisi-Mu.... aku terlupa di-Kau tempat aku sepatutnya mengadu... Terima Kasih ya Allah sedarkan aku... supaya aku tidak lagi jauh tersasar... walaupun aku cekal diluar...aku rapuh didalam..terima kasih Allah memberi peluang kpda aku untuk kembali kepada Mu... Sesungguhnya kasih-Mu lebih berharga dari kasih seorang manusia... Terima Kasih Allah..mendekatkan aku kembali kpda Mu.. Aku amat2 berterima kasih...titisan air mata ku kepada Mu,ku rasa tidak mampu membalas hidayah Mu.. Ampunilah dosa-dosa hamba-Mu ini Ya Allah...sesungguhnya aku banyak berdosa kepada Mu...
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again..... I miss you....
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps And all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no Once again
Some search, never finding a way Before long, they waste away I found you, something told me to stay I gave in, to selfish ways And how I miss someone to hold When hope begins to fade
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no Once again
This song really2 illustrate my life now....I start crying...its hard to stop... I cant stand it anymore...I cant....
::you are the only one I'm thinking of::
neo ra go
You are the only one in my heart...I'm belongs to you...Only You...
Since the day you left without a word of goodbye I feel that the scenery around me has changed. The promise I made that I would become your everything and the incomplete memories have also changed.
When you were crying by yourself back then, if only had I run to you you would still be by my side. If I was given one more chance, I would tell you once again that I love you. But the words that contain my overflowing feelings cannot reach you anymore.
Where are you now? Who are you being with? What kind of clothes are you wearing? What are doing and laughing at? I am right here. Even now, I am right here. And I still believe that we will see each other again. You're the only one I'm thinking of.
Just once more, I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair asking me "Guess who it is~~~" and expecting me to say out your name.* Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.
I can't forget you, But the truth is, I don't want to forget you. I can't feel even a bit of happiness because you're not by my side. No matter how hard I try, I'll end up crying and my tears just won't stop.
Where are you now? Who are you being with? What kind of clothes are you wearing? What are doing and laughing at? I am right here. Even now, I am right here. I still believe that we will see each other again. You're the only one I'm thinking of.
Therefore, I am right here singing the song by myself. Even though I don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore, I can't help doing it.
Even if I know that the days when you were by my side making my world shine won't come back again, and no matter what will happen, no matter how far I'm lost, I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.
No matter where you are, no matter who you are being with, no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of, or what you are doing and laughing at, I will be here forever. Even now, I right am here, believing in a day that we will meet again. This feeling won't change, and you are the only one I'm thinking of. This feeling won't change, and you are the only one I'm thinking of.
There's some things we don't talk about rather do without and just hold the smile falling in and out of love ashamed and proud of together all the while
You can never say never why we dont know when time and time again younger now than we were before
Don't let me go Don't let me go Don't let me go
Picture you're the queen of everything as far as the eye can see under your command I will be your guardian when all is crumbling steady your hand
You can never say never why we dont know when time, time and time again younger now then we were before
Don't let me go Don't let me go Don't let me go
We're pulling apart and coming together again and again We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again
The Second song you introduce to me..after breathless..and suddenly..I really fall in love with this song..its really beautiful moments that time when I keep heard it all the time...
I love the way you stand by me
Baby tell me i will do whatever
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Baby it just took one hit of you now I'm addicted
AND
"If I ever let you go,I would be no one"
Until You- Shayne Ward Baby life was good to me But you just made it better I love the way you stand by me Throught any kind of weather I dont wanna run away Just wanna make your day When you fell the world is on your shoulders Dont wanna make it worse Just wanna make us work Baby tell me i will do whatever
It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me Baby nobody, nobody,until you Baby it just took one hit of you now I'm addicted You never know what's missing Till you get everything you need,yeah I don't wanna run away Just wanna make your day When you feel the world is on your shoulders Don't wanna make it worse Just wanna make us work Baby tell me,I'll do whatever It feels like nobody ever knew me until you know me Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me Baby,nobody,nobody until you See it was enough to no If I ever let you go I would be no one Cos I never thought I'd feel All the things you made me feel Wasn't looking for someone until you Nobody, nobody, until you Nobody, nobody, until you
If I can use time warp..I will make thing goes smooth than now....
It's so hard to say that I'm sorry, I'll make everything alright All these things that I've done now what have I become And where'd I go wrong I don't mean to hurt, just to put you first I won't tell you lies (I'm sorry) I will stand accused with my hand on my heart I'm just trying to say
I'm sorry, it's all that I can say You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done If I could start again I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets And you would have the best of me
I know that I can't take back all of the mistakes But I will try Although it's not easy, I know you believe me, 'cause I would not lie Don't believe their lies, told through jealous eyes, they don't understand (I'm sorry) I won't break your heart, I won't bring you down But I will have to say
I'm sorry, it's all that I can say You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done If I could start again I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets And you would have the best of me
I'm sorry, its all that I can say You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done If I could start again I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets And you would have the best of me
Saigo no kisu wa tabako no flavor ga shita Nigakute setsunai kaori
Ashita no imagoro ni wa Anata wa doko ni irundarou Dare wo omotterundarou
You are always gonna be my love Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo I'll remember to love you taught me how You are always gonna be the one Ima wa mada kanashii love song Atarashi uta utaeru made
Tachidomaru jikan ga Ugoki dasouto shiteru Wasureta kunai kotobakari
Ashita no imagoro niwa Watashi wa kitto naiteru Anatawo omotterundarou
You will always be inside my heart Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara I hope that I have a place in your heart too Now and forever you are still the one Ima wa mada kanashii love song Atarashii uta utaeru made
You are always gonna be my love Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo I'll remember to love you taught me how You are always gonna be the one Mada kanashii love song Now and forever
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