I don't know who to trust, no suprise

(Everyone feels so far away from me)

Heavy thoughts sift through dust

And the lies

(Trying not to break,

But I'm so tired of this deceit

Everytime I try to make myself

Get back up on my feet

All I ever think about is this

All the tiring and time between

And how trying to put my trust in you

Just takes so much out of me)

I'll take everything from the inside

And throw it all away

'Cause I swear, for the last time

I won't trust myself with you

Tension is building inside, steadily

(Everyone feels so far away from me)

Heavy thoughts forcing their way, out of me

(Trying not to break

But I'm so tired of this deceit

Everytime I try to make myself

Get back up on my feet

All I ever think about is this

All the tiring and time between

And how, trying to put my trust in you

Just takes so much out of me)

Take everything from the inside

And throw it all away

'Cause I swear, for the last time

I won't trust myself with you

I won't waste myself on you!

You!

Waste myself on you!

You! 

        Dah lama aku tak kongsi lirik..lama sangat..bagi aku..kadang-kadang lirik amat-amat suit ngn keadaan aku..ntah..instinct aku..dengar je lagu yang ade kaitan..tetiba nak mengulang banyak-banyak kali...

        Die hard fan LP/ Linkin Park sure tahu lagu ni..From The Inside..erm..yela sangat...memang kena la..dari hati aku sendiri..I don't know who to trust, no suprise,(Everyone feels so far away from me),Heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies..sekarang ni memang aku..ntah susah nak percaya dengan sesiapa..aku kenal orang sekeliling aku just from face je..ntah dari dalam camne..kan..aku takut dah nak percayakan sesapa..baik lelaki atau perempuan [lagi la]..yang boleh aku leh trima..Lah, Aman, Pani dan Faiz..itu je kut..yang aku ase kawan yang leh aku betul label as best friend..

        Oleh sebab tak ramai yang boleh aku anggap sebagai kawan..yes..who know me sure cakap..I'm friendly..sometime..deep in my heart..it's just acting..sebab..I wont trust anyone easily..aku dah rabak dalam persahabatan..aku dah rabak dalam berhubungan...people may try to understand me..but sory..it won't easy for me to let it be..

         Tension is building inside, steadily,(Everyone feels so far away from me),Heavy thoughts forcing their way, out of me,Trying not to break,But I'm so tired of this deceit,Everytime I try to make myself...Yep..tepat sekali ayat ni..aku tension..sngat-sangat each time fikir benda ni..and it steadily..slowly..susah nak aku percaya kat sapa-sapa sampai kadang-kadang aku macam..perlu ka aku cakap ngn dia ni..perlu ka aku bagitahu menda ni..and it's really burden me so much..tapi cuba jugak untuk positive thinking..kadang-kadang tu..aku dah penat..dan serious..even now..I felt so tired to truth anybody...tired of acting..tired of everything about friend..tired of being hurting by girls..stupid am I?..tired to act to be myself..


P/S: I'm not good in build friendship..but I would be your really2 best friend if you really well know about me..you can ask those I state up there..and yes I know..I kinda choosy..sorry for that..

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