Mode: Lucky - Ashily

Nan oneul bam dasi uneungeoya...naega yaegihal salam-i meog-eodo dwaeyo......

Nothing can I explain in this post...I'm really frustrated...why all those thing happen to me...Am I being curse...or...Am I not lucky enough... or Am I stupid enough...what the most exact for me?...I can't stand with it anymore...enough for what i've gone through...please...God...can You give me 1moment that can truly feel how to be happy life...?..Lately....everything for me...not so perfect..God..I can't stand with this anymore.....please...give me 1 chance for me..to be truly be happy with my own life...once...just once...

Is there still got any chance for me...i'm weak...I can't with these anymore...every single minutes..bring sadness to me..please...give me once...just once..to be happy...to feel the feeling of satisfied with my life....to let me stop thinking and keep thinking the same thing...the same question...what's my fault until I've need to go through those rough situation...one after another..no single chance for me..to smile..like others...whats my fault....yes...its true..I'm happy seeing others can fulfill their dreams...but its really hurt...I'm broken inside...just try to cover it with smile...pretend..I'm ok...just don't want to spoil others moment...

My eyes...already swollen...because...everyday..my tears can't stop flooding my eyes...my heart...more worse...

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