[Mode: The Saturdays - Missing You ]

Hah...out of the blue..all those memories came back across my life...the moment when I writing on my wall..or during IM'ing..I smile..without knowing why..entah..susah nak describe..mungkin ade korang pernah rase..maybe not..bergantung to how we define friend or someone that totally outsider tapi tiba-tiba boleh jadi rapat and you like to talk with..share everything without care that person want to hear it or not..macam from nothing to best friend..tapi..

Out of sudden jugak..all those moment yang kongsi mongsi hilang..hilang without words..and what make it more shit ever..leaving some felling of missing..eventhough that person just somebody from nowhere..hilang tanpa berita...macam life goes on like nothing happen...tapi still terase something..and like people say..life goes on..all delusion will slowly disappear..

Arghhhh...damn..tak tahu nak describe what those feeling all about...and..the most sweet ever  eh..I think..one day..that person "poooffff" back in your life..macam terkabul hajat nak jumpe and have a talk again..rase ah..banyak benda nak cerita..yeah..macam 6-9 bulan yang lalu tuh nak cerita satu-satu..tak mahu tinggal satu saat pun..rase macam..ouch..my old friend..giler rindu..and lagi lah happy bila...

Dulu..kita selalu dengar yang dia ni selalu sedih..what ever happen..macam..tak nak that person ever feel that sadness..eventhough kita sendiri ada kesusahan..entah..mungkin bagi aku jelah kot..and..bila dia muncul balik dalam hidup kita...dia berubah..from someone yang sedih je..to someone that happy and enjoy hidup tak macam dahulu...and for sure..kita mesti akan terase yang kita turut happy dengan perubahan tu..kan? insan mana tak happy kawan dia yang dulu senang sedih and tak lagi macam tu..

Tapikan..ha ha...this life full of but..betullah orang cakap..even pun dahulu kawan baik..tapi bila dah lama gap tak bersua...sure akan ada kekok sedikit..and betul bak kata Timbaland dan Katy Perry..

If we ever meet again..I'll never be the same ..

It's true..life make us change...either changing us to good or bad..and if we ever meet again...everything also will never be the same..you and me..susah nak dapat balik that someone yang like to talk macam gila-gila and that make us forget our sadness that time..haiz..I don't know why out of sudden I'm thinking like this..the moment I laugh while typing..















P.S: Maybe it's true..life changing us..but still..you..was the one I laugh with that time..^_-"

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