I don't really understand with myself..i mean...part of my soul..in my heart...

Yep...we..be friend..even though it's hurt to accept those thing..but...my heart still whispering to my mind..to say yes..I do..accepting you as friend..

Feeling afraid..mix up with happiness...If I could illustrate my joy..surely I'm the one that really happy that time..

but again...fear of being betray grow inside my heart..after a month..my heart cried alone..no body can't hear or even saw how damn broken it's...

hence...now on...reminisces of memories keep chasing me..

today..a song.....make me remember those memories...and..my heart...again...bleeding..

nobody know..it's hurt to act like nothing happen...it's pain...to make smile face even inside i'm crying...

It's hurt honey...it's really hurt...even...now..my tears keep falling when I write this post..

everyday..I keep making a wish to God that she will be with me back..

the one...that I share my life...a wish that build my strength to stand today..facing world...facing everyone surrounding me..

strength to face the future...

If you read this...I hope you understand what I trying to say..

understand my feeling...especially to you..that I really love..

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