huhu....npe aku asyik dgr lagu ni...

Dikamar ku menyepi
Hanya lilin menerangi
Beginikah seksanya
Hidup dalam penantian
Ditabir tirai malam
Ada insan kesepian, keseorangan...

Dan setiap detik yang ku lalui
Seluruh malam ku membisu
Tetap setia menantimu
Bayanganmu entah di mana

Mengapa harus kita ditemukan
Di saat jiwaku keresahan
Apakah aku satu persinggahan
Mengubat rindu... oh...

Kau dahagakan...
Ku kehausan...
Setitis rasa
Pada bayangan yang tak pasti... oh...

Kau nyalakan perasaan
Mengukir kemesraan
Mungkinkah ada sinar
Bersama impianku

Dah telah ku duga
Suasana keindahan seketika
Aku tetap menanti mu

Kau dahagakan...
Ku kehausan...
Setitik rasa... oh...
Aku tenggelam...
Kehampaan...
Keseorangan...

Mana sinaran ?...
Terangilah hidupku
Tak sanggup lagi... aku... sepi...

Why...and why all these happened to me...why dear...I can't forget you..I can't..I've tried...I've...but can't dear...can't..

My mind cn't even stop to think of you..I miss you..
I can't stand without you...I'm lying to myself..lying that I can forget you...
Is there anyway that I can stay in your side....Is there?

I'm dedicated this song just for you...I know you read this post and I hope you read this...my love..

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

erm...1st and foremost...

I'm happy with my life now..I still have friend that understand me..

And let bygone be bygone...

Nothing can be change...Past always past..let it be history..memories..

Life must go on..

with new meaning...new soul...new hope...

I've found my rhythm back...my soul...and my soul mate...

So...I should cheer up..Still got someone else that can understand us..can love us..

and most important...love us with full of heart..not just being force..

so stupid love because being force..Is that meaning of love?

being force so that it so-called love..hahaha...

Go to Hell la..dont easily accept at first..if you can't...

If not..you will surely hurt your partner...

okeh than..

chill2...love someone that really love and accept you..

thats the beauty of love...

To all friends out there...even you're not my friend..but for me...you all my friend...

Till now..I'm still searching for someone to be my best of best friend..

Friend that will be there if I'm got problem..I'm sad...I'm not well..and the most important part..

Dont be backstabber...because I trust you!

IF when I say..I cant accept what you did or done to me? What would you feel my friend? I'm too cruel?

But did you think of it twice when you did it to me?to a person that you so-called friend?

Yah...I'm pretty sure that you might miscalculated in your action..but again..Let bygone be bygone..yeah..Im not sooooo damn cruel like what you did to me...so..If you did it..just tell me..I will forgive you...need time..yeah....forgiveness,yeah,we demand for our victim to forgive us after we did something that really bad to him...but...

Think it again...

I'm just nobody for you so that you do so to me..

So..I'm nobody to angry or even grudge to you..

If you at my place..You will feel how bloody shit hurt to be betray by your own friend...

I'm reallllllllllllllllllllllllly sure you that you will think twice if your "friend" ask to be so-called best friend back..

Yeah...still can be friend...but..I guess,its better only friend..and the term "best" already expired for you...

So...if you deserve to be my best friend..then prove it!..

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT PART...

DONT EVER BE BACKSTABBER..

okeh...guys...till now..that all...

::Friend always friend::

Deserve what you should deserve...
Feel what you make other deserve..
so that you can understand what they fell...

So tired!...and so boring....

Why must life as students sooooooo damn sux...lol...

Our Sponsor should give us some space to let us to feel...

to feel what life are all about... why must soooooooooooo control.....

so that we dont misuse opportunity?...

Yezz..I agreed with that...as scholar...we should do it extraordinary than non-scholar.. but then...how can we perform if our timetable so tight...like hell..zzz

can we get some piece of time to enjoy our life?

haiz...hopefully I can release my stress as soon as possible before something else going wrong...

pray for me guys...

Ameen...