Nur Kasih Full Version by OhArtis Dot Com

I don't really understand with myself..i mean...part of my soul..in my heart...

Yep...we..be friend..even though it's hurt to accept those thing..but...my heart still whispering to my mind..to say yes..I do..accepting you as friend..

Feeling afraid..mix up with happiness...If I could illustrate my joy..surely I'm the one that really happy that time..

but again...fear of being betray grow inside my heart..after a month..my heart cried alone..no body can't hear or even saw how damn broken it's...

hence...now on...reminisces of memories keep chasing me..

today..a song.....make me remember those memories...and..my heart...again...bleeding..

nobody know..it's hurt to act like nothing happen...it's pain...to make smile face even inside i'm crying...

It's hurt honey...it's really hurt...even...now..my tears keep falling when I write this post..

everyday..I keep making a wish to God that she will be with me back..

the one...that I share my life...a wish that build my strength to stand today..facing world...facing everyone surrounding me..

strength to face the future...

If you read this...I hope you understand what I trying to say..

understand my feeling...especially to you..that I really love..

entah napa...nk trial..lg malas...rse takut...rase cuak...tp still.malas...i can't do nothing...lol...still no motivation...n hopefully full of luck...gud luck to all...tomorrow..would be our judgement day...do your best...for this trial...

Again...something unpredictable just happen once again in my life...
Yeah...my wish come true and I hope it would be long lasting...

hurm...I hope I can rectify what I've done before...something that make me realize and would never repeat it even once again in my life...

I WON'T!!

hurm..I really regret for what I've done before...The chance where I miss and let it passed by without used it wisely...

I won't never let this chance ended like before again...

Even though I've done so many bad things to her or anybody else..I won't repeat the same mistake twice..

I try my best to change my bad behavior..in exact word..changing myself to someone that more better.. Even it slowly..but now...I can easily adept to it..the new atmosphere..a great atmosphere...

surrounded by people that deserve to be my friend...supporting me to be a better man...